I just want to feel something other than fear.

I don't live in Atlanta anymore. Weeks notice was given today. I will be out as soon as I can. I am unsure how I feel about this still.

Spent the day making strong moves. Interviewed at Starbucks and will be returning for a second interview tomorrow! Not over excited but excited nonetheless. I need a job, I need money, I need something other than re-runs of The Office to keep me busy and away from bad thoughts.

It's interesting the turn my life has taken and how I can barely cope with all the strange and big decisions that have been made in the past 6 months. Time is a big, wicked, and intimidating monster that I am more afraid of than anything. It has morphed my rationale into something unrecognizable. It's crazy.

I am officially tired BEFORE 3 a.m. Finally.

Things.