right past the fireflies that speed in my heart.

It's 4:15 in the morning.
I'm doing some much needed laundry.
Listening to This American Life and the rain pour.
My car works again.
I don't have a thing to do tomorrow except work at 5.



My horoscope today was awful and insightful but really just awful.
My dog is really sick and is the cause of me doing laundry this late. =/
I'd actually prefer to be in bed right now.
I had to spend $100 on my new fucking battery.
My favorite person at work is leaving in two days.



And most of all, I hate that I put myself out there enough to get let down. But what else is newwww? Whatever. Tryin' to guard that heart more and more each day but failing miserably. Northbound in two weeks regardless. Send me good vibes. I need them more than anyone right now.

Where did all the good ones go?